It's been awhile!!

This past 4 years has been 1 of the most Roller coaster kind of rides anyone could ever take. With next month being the 1 year anniversary of my Mom's passing so much has happened. Difficult decisions have had to be made on just about every front. My wife's step Dad would also lose his fight earlier this year to cancer further cementing we are God's children and when it's time to go he'll let us know. Each and every day is a struggle as most of you know but when a loved one is taken it can bring you to your knees and make ya ask why? Been there done that. It's a helpless feeling and what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger so they say. My eyes have been fully opened by these tragedies and has made me stronger and wiser. My Mom was my Rock if you will and has left a big hole in my heart that will never close but hopefully heal somewhat over time. You never seem to fully grasp life's delicate nature of life and death until that time. I will forever miss her but knowing we'll all be together again is a great feeling. Cherish who's special in your life now because you never know when it'll be the last time you'll ever see 'em.